Friday, October 09, 2009 @7:45 AM
It was two in the morning. Glenna twisted and turned in her bed, unable to sleep. She was cold, out and throughout. Shivering, she wrapped her blanket around her tightly and squeezed her eyes shut, trying to force herself to sleep. Once she closed her eyes, the images returned vividly. In her dreams, she found herself running. Running away from… it opened its eyes and smiled, revealing its demon-red eyes and razor-sharp fangs. She screamed, and screamed, hysterically. She sprang up from her bed and sweat dripping from her forehead. Her eyes were shadowed and wide with fear, and she was pale with fear and fatigue. It was just a dream, a nightmare. She tried calming herself down. It wasn’t everyday she got nightmares. She was not a kid, not anymore, and she expected more from herself. She was a sensible woman, who knew the difference between reality and dream. However so, she remained shaking in her bed, unable to stop herself from shuddering. She curled herself up in a ball, like a child beyond consoling, and cried herself to sleep. It was morning when Glenna woke. Supposedly, it should be a wonderful morning. Dews can be seen on the leaves and the sun is shining ever so brightly. No, there shouldn’t be any reason to upset. She rose, and went to the shower. Staring at herself in the mirror, she observed some shadows that were left from the cry she indulged in the night before. Sighing, she stepped into the shower for a quick wash up before touching up on her hideous face. Glenna didn’t believe in vampyres. She was a responsible working adult, and spent no time on these fantasies. After a few quick flicks of her wrist, she transformed herself into what she was, for her job. A trustable and honest accountant. The shadows cannot be seen now, unless you observed her closely, and she put a rosy blush to her cheeks as well. She looked less vulnerable as compared to the girl in her dreams. Satisfied, she left her house, composing her features in a blank mask. heyo people! :D the above is a new story, completely different from the first. the first would be prob continued by kyron that ass, it's mine okay! :D hahaha, anw, night study is fun man people! :D like it! kay! going sleep. the above story would be continued!
Friday, September 25, 2009 @6:51 AM
hi people. was planning to change blogskin yesterday, but decided that it is a complete waste of time, hence aborting the thought. yeap, i had thousands of stuffs to blog yesterday, while i was on the verge of sleeping. can you imagine how irritating is that! you can try maybe thinking, half dozing off, then a thought sneaks into your brain, and just screams for attention. nice. so there i was, caught between sleeping, which is ALWAYS a priority, and making sense of my thoughts. hah, guess what i chose.
so, if you have guessed correctly, i havent got any nonsense to blog about now. -.- @!^&#@&$&
i supposed my bed is my " thinking chair " ! haha! that's from the cartoon "Blue's Clues" if you've found it familiar, and just cant rmb it. :D
well, several things are pissing me off now.
1. i cant sign in to bloody msn, and that darn thing is asking me to troubleshoot and it will sure lag my comp to max. but on second thoughts, even if i signed in, i wont appear online. -.-
2. results all gotten back, and sad to say, none is satisfactory. maybe i expected too much. ahh. el was the most pissing one.
like, i rewrote my whole essay. illegibles are written almost 7 times on my compo.
3. fax machine cranking up and refused to feed on paper obediently. no comment at that, except maybe @&^%*&*&* at it.
4. a dumb bug just clambered onto my feet, while i was trying to fix that darn machine.
back to the results. i guess maybe if i didnt do so well for prelims, then i wont get complacent. okay, lower chances of that happening anyway. then let's just hope i'd be able to sustain that attitude for the whole month. although, i think it's pretty much impossible.
but relying on miracles aren't really plausible. by miracles, i meant those that do not study still wish for awesome marks. i used to think in the way. but it doesnt happen, trust me. -.- but at least, i worked a little. so still scrap scrap abit here and there. LOL. so this time, i'm gonna try my bestest bestest bestest! this blog will serve as a space for me to #!*&%#@^ and maybe improve my english. hope so.
so i guess from the next post, it would be extremely wordy, and checked for grammatical errors. since i dont think anyone is reading my blog, most entries would be essay-like! :D then maybe someday when i re-read my posts, from this day onwards, i'd recall the tragedies that derive from 'O'. still comtemplating about making it private, since practically no one reads it. but my dumb bro just came running over and peeking at my post. so maybe i will. :D
It was that time of the year again. Chance stared straight ahead, oblivious to his surroundings. He was thinking ahead again. Plans to him, are very important. Without them, his life would be in a mess.
“hey!” someone thumped him from the back.
He snapped out of his daydream. “hey” he replied, distracted. He was busily looking at something else. A girl, weaved through the massive crowd and dropped into the in front of him.
She had a delicate face, framed by long wavy black hair. She looked like a frazzled kitten at the moment, he decided. He chuckled softly to himself, and then stopped. It wasn’t him, to notice details of insignificant subjects.
Finally, she had a chance to catch a breather. This morning is hell, Lenore thought. As she was busily sorting out her things, she heard a low chuckle. Curious, she looked over to where the sound came from. A guy was staring at her with an intense gaze. Their eyes met. She found herself mesmerized by the dark and fascinating eyes, and unable to look away. Then he smiled. A quick charming smile, and began packing his things. Then he stood up, slung his bag coolly over his shoulders and strolled out of the canteen, without a backward glance. Baffled, she settled down to study in the canteen, tuning all the noise out.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009 @11:11 PM
i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study i cant study !
lol! got addicted to Roseate-love, nice huh. darn. and i still dn get the freaking electrolysis. gain of electrons= reduction. so reduction happens at cathode, where cations which is POSITIVE, is attracted to Cathode which is NEGATIVE, hence attracting them.
HOW DUMB RIGHT,
cations= positive.
cathode= negative, as in, connected to negative terminal, which receive electrons to become negatively charged.
HOW COME ALL CAT CAT CAT, = different things lea? i can never get this. ass.
arghhhhhhhhhhhh, plus the fact that i'm completely giving up on the darn maths.
english:
E.maths:
A.maths:
Chinese:
Biology:
Chemistry:
E.Geog:
Social.S:
Poa:
english must be included, so like that if i use POA+Chinese+E.maths, aiming for A1, i must have at least a goddamn science lo. -.- argh. forget it, i shall continue my hshmm. :D
Monday, September 07, 2009 @8:46 AM
hey people!
blogger still is alil' weird today, but i think it's more of my com. i just wasted a darn hour trying to get my com to allow my access my camera's memory card! and you know what! i didnt succeed. ^$#&@$^%#@
okay! so! i cant upload any photos, and dn think will i ever upload anymore. -.- facebook! hahaha!
kay, anw, went k today. bought L sized piglet for dear at cwp and met them at woodlands! off we go to tpy! hahaha, dear was carrying the piglet thruout, while they(xinni and mich) tortured it by poking at the face and what so ever shit. LOL. reached, and went in search of Koi milktea. xinni refused to give up trying to taste it. was going chinatown outlet which also have Koi milktea but club there fully booked til tues. darn. yeah so, when she realised tpy also got Koi, she went madly happy. lol. yeah, then tabao and stuff. took bus to tdc. it's a super long walk from the bus stop to the club! -.- but anw, we arrived safely. checked in and stuff and started singing all the way til 7! hahaha.
went crazy at parts! jumped around and took photos like mad. LOL. definitely going there again, or chinatown outlet! super cheap! heehee! after k, which left us with seriously little voice, xinni and i went dinner while rest went home. lol, ate magic fried rice. you know why! cause never ending one, i mean seriously! i keep scooping and scooping and there is still alot. -.- then xinni tabao koi and mrted home.
on the ride home, we were talking about Os and stuff. and you know what people, it's on the 26 OCT! LOL, which means practically after prelims, we only have one monthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. -.- from sec 1 so fast lah, i rmb when i in sec 1, still thinking, aiyah! 4 years very slow, enjoy first.
look now, enjoy my head. 4 years is freaking gone in a blink of an eye. both eyes somemore. !^%!@^%#!@ still so undecideddddddddddddddd. shit, darn, whatev.
me like k alot alot, plus tdc super lot!!
Saturday, September 05, 2009 @9:04 AM
hi people! it's like 12+ now and i'm so boredddddddd to the extent that i came to blog. LOL.
was bored ytd too, and yuxian asked me to blog, i refused ytd, but who knows, got the feel to blog today. haha.
anyway, i'm so motivated to study nowadays, not now, but at least, dont have the ohshit, i must study but i dn feel like kinda feel you know. lol. because after like approx ONE month, FREEDOM! haahahaha! i can wake up shit late, can slack, go out, sing k and do whatev i like for the longest time ever. but prob now is, how the hell am i going to get thru the hellish one month. lol. nice.
and there's something wrong with my com. that came out wrong, cause it sounds like " there's something wrong with Esther" in orphan. think this year i really grow up pls, i watched drag me to hell AND orphan. so darn cool, even if i'm screaming thru half of the movie or covering my eye thruout the whole show, the bottom line is, I WATCHED. haha.
oh yes, my com. yah! this darn freaking ass com, this page which usually loads the fastest, is lagging thruout! plus! the layout is completely off. no banner, pic, or layout, just words. LOL. so unpretty. i dn like it.
went suntec today, despite prelims. lol, shopped for winter stuff. so into coats and fitting dresses nowadays. then mommy kept on reminding me that since i'm NOT SO TALL, i shouldnt wear those. lol. i can wear heels righttttttttttttttt. darn. haha, comtemplating about trip to egypt. if going, finally gotta see the Aswan High Dam in River Nile, haha, that one which irrigation is overused and then caused salinisation if i'm not wrong. LOL. but its so gonna be hot and cold cause its winter, and egypt is born a desert. hais.
read about amsterdam, ireland, europe and greece on library study group with dear. LOL, instead of studying POA, we were oohing and ahhing over the wonderful sceneries. i tell you, ireland sure is ireland!!!!!!!!!!! river shannon is awesome, dublin is pretty as hell and the grass is so darn much greener there. i'm so not kidding. there's a pic of a white horse and a old man. focus: white horse. PRINCE CHARMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. LOL. i must be mad.
and we learnt about dutch language? lol, that's venice? or amsterdam. lol, spreekt= speak. HA!
i must really try backpacking to such places in near future!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kkkay, after laughing my ass off with entertaining taiwan drama/shows, i'm sleepy. :D hahaha! it's really funny! Wo ai Hei Se Hui!! xiao han so sad. kay then. taas people.
Friday, July 17, 2009 @5:46 AM
i'm so freaking irritated now!
1. i cant dl the flasher or whatever it is called, and now i cant play all my games and watch videos!!!! argh! it just refused to load, and always get stuck even if i managed to start the file.
2. online HOME remedies are never HOME remedies. i mean, seriously. now i have this freaking huge ulcer on my lip and tongue. and it hurts like darn.
at first, chin suggested brushing it until it burst or something, and it would be extremely painful. i did but think my toothbrush's too soft or something and the plan failed.
then, she suggested using salt. i did, and it hurts like madness, really. it's just a little salt and i felt like strangling myself there and then. -.-
so i went online to search for a painless and easy HOME remedies, thinking that it would be simple and easily available. -.-
and i found:
1.Prepare a solution by adding 2 oz hydrogen peroxide, 2 oz water, and 1 tsp each of salt and baking soda. Rinse the mouth with this solution. Do not swallow. for goodness sake, i do not have hydrogen peroxide at home, it's available in chem lab. maybe they do have at whatever places home remedies they got. darnnnn.
2.Mix Sodium bicarbonate powder with water. It is a very effective first aid remedy. This mixture can be used as a mouth rinse as well as swallowed to help make the body more alkaline.and what is sodium bicarbonate, i know sodium chloride's salt. only. :X then so, i thought that proteins will allow my ulcer to heal faster and fish generates more blood i think. or whatever, so i went on a fish and meat diet, and you know what.
3.Avoid eating fish or meat of any kind for two weeks. The consumption of animal protein increases the body's acidity, which slows healing.arghhhh.
anyway! i hate friday'es now, after maths, my head will feel drained, and completely blank. lol. and became miss grumpy. -.- it's 6 periods of maths, and the last two periods are maths, plus two slots of 1 hr maths. and we did PLANE GEOMETRY.
well, lesson's quite alright, as miss lim told us about her trip and how they kill chickens and pigs and stuff and seriously they are really gross and inhumane. but i thought about it on the way home and realised, it's for survival. but i feel that they should tried to at least lessen their pain and kill them swiftly. unlike the children swinging them around by the leg. that's way sick. torturing them just to increase the taste of their meat just doesn't sound right. thankgod i'm not a lover of pork and others, i like seafood. and i'm sorry to say, i do eat chicken. :(
btw;
BIG THANKYOU TO ALL WHO WISHED ME, mostly by smses and facebook and school, happy birthday! :D
yay! i'm 16! and i'm allowed to watch nc-16!
thanks, ginaaaaa, junli, shuyuan, yuxian for their letters. all super meaningful.
sidenote: gina:! haha, gonna reply your letter if you're gonna ever see this.
thanks clique<3, for the "surprise" though that dumb girl, junli, spoilt it. she actually asked me when are we gonna celebrate my bday. LOL.
kerrqi and gina for the pretty pretty rochers! :D:D i havent eat okay! still admiring it.
thanks my class!
esp jiefu! the present's very cute and laughable! :D bunny suit huh!
thanks kenny too! for the bear! or whatever it is!
currently very very interested in heroes, though i don't really get it. :D gonna write a narrative on heroes too! it's just a coincidental topic in english. haha!
Sunday, July 12, 2009 @5:59 AM
yoohoo! *twirls around*! HAHA!
okay, darn happy now! shall tell later. have to do my Geog Food Challenge! IT IS SO DARN COOL! haveta find mroe staple food!! tmr compare prices with chinnnnn. :D
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okay! i just bought alot of bread and rice and noodle! and since my group is for the overweighed kids! i bought WHOLEMEAL AND ORGANIC! it's healthy!! :D
they'd just survived on fruits and veg and juiceeeeeeeeeee!!
anw, ytd!
woke up darn early. :D jane came myself. help her makeup. wasn't too good at first. :X then slowly got better. but too slow, so she didn't have enough time for her hair. :(
slacked, then went people's park, mama did massage and stuff. then meet up with yiyi and gang at k! :D haha! that place is quite cheap! 11.70 for 3hours, plus unlimited drinks! and even have sharks fin, though it's not really nice. the mic is quite lousy, but compensated with a wide variety of songs!! :D quite new lo!! sing and sanh, bro lousy, knock out after he drank alcohol. -.- cut cake and stuff. :D
then decided went jurong bowl. waited for like 1 hr! played pool and the machines! then bowled! tmd, i keep guttering. -.- pisseddddddddddd, gonna bowl alr!!
photos with yiyi, sheryl and mandy. did take with my phone, super laggy nowadays! :)
though not gonna reply tags! but all read and seen~ gonna reply at own blogs respectively~